I wonder what would have happened, if on that day, I hadn’t noticed, or didn’t ask you what was wrong. If I instead turned around, and kissed your lips, or neck,

if I caressed your fingers with mine, If I pressed my body against your heart beat, would it have changed anything?

would you have felt a tightness in your chest, strong enough to save us?

If I hadn’t asked, I wonder, how long it could have been delayed.Or if you’d have said anything,

at all.

I wonder what would have happened, If I just hadn’t turned around in that instant,

If I hadn’t noticed such doubt, deep, deep, in your eyes.

I’m home and something stupid on here made me laugh. I laughed out loud and the sound was so loud it actually felt like it echoed. Like I didn’t realize how quiet and empty this house is until that second, it’s strange.

and, lonely.